Toe-curling kisses and enough sex to fill a weekend were all Pandora wanted from a fling with her teenage crush. Sheâ€™s never forgotten how he played the knight in shining armor to her damsel in distress. Sheâ€™s ready to say thank you in several naughty ways, so long as she can walk away when itâ€™s over with her heart intact.
A man moving on from tragedyâ€¦
Brian has no intention of allowing the feisty tattoo artist to leave him after one taste. He hasnâ€™t had enough of her inked curves. The packaging might have changed, but Pandy is the woman he hasnâ€™t been able to excise from his memory. Heâ€™s ready to put together a new life, one that includes her. But heâ€™s not the only one vying for her attention. Someone else wants her, dead or alive.
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An Excerpt From: UNDER HIS SKIN
Copyright Â© SIDNEY BRISTOL, 2012
All Rights Reserved, Elloraâ€™s Cave Publishing, Inc.
Pandora swirled the glass of Tuaca and downed it in three gulps. The smooth brandy slid down her throat and sent warm fuzzies coursing through her body. She couldnâ€™t get drunk fast enough.
A weight settled against her waist. She squeezed her eyes shut, chanting, No, no, no!
â€śWhy arenâ€™t you up there getting ready for the awards?â€ť
She turned on the stool, keeping one hand on the bar for balance. She should never have allowed the girls to dress her up in the first place. The red wiggle dress fit her like a second skin, and the underwear served only to annoy her. Sheâ€™d never understood garters.
At least focusing on that distracted her from what Robert had done this time.
â€śWe were disqualified,â€ť she said, slurring her words only slightly.
Brianâ€™s jaw dropped. If she had the coordination, it would have been the perfect opportunity to kiss him, but she didnâ€™t trust herself leaning that far forward.
â€śI drew the tattoo on you. I didnâ€™t make a stencil first.â€ť
â€śThatâ€™s bullshit.â€ť The way his eyes flashed and arms flexed as he clenched his hands into fists made her a little hot. Then again, there wasnâ€™t anything about Brian that didnâ€™t turn her on. What would her ex-fiancĂ© think if she told him it had been Brian she thought of when theyâ€™d had sex?
â€śYup. I said that too. The rules are written all vague and shit. Robert and the West Coast Shop assholes pressured the organizers. All of us who drew instead of tracing are disqualified.â€ť If she was able to string that many words together and slur only a little, she wasnâ€™t drunk enough. Turning to the bar, she signaled the bartender for another.
Brian wedged himself between her stool and the next. â€śThereâ€™s got to be someone you can complain to.â€ť
As she reached for her new glass, Brian picked it up first and sniffed.
â€śThatâ€™s mine.â€ť She made a wild grab for the glass.
He caught her wrist, making a shackle of his fingers. â€śI think youâ€™ve had enough.â€ť
â€śHave not.â€ť Releasing her hold on the bar, she made another attempt to snag the brandy.
Brian lifted the liquor out of her reach and forced her other arm up while trying to grab her flailing appendage with his fingers. She pitched forward, sliding off the barstool. Her heel fell off the rung and her skirt trapped her legs. Stumbling forward, she winced, already seeing herself sprawled across the floor. Instead, she planted her face directly into Brianâ€™s chest. He wrapped his arm around her waist, squeezing her against his untattooed side.
She wasnâ€™t drunk enough not to want to wither and die from mortification. Placing her hands against his shoulders, she shoved. But she might as well have been pushing a brick wall for all the good it did her. Brian pivoted, putting the bar to her back, and leaned against her. She could feel his hips and the bulge of something else.
â€śLet go of me,â€ť she growled.
He turned his face away and downed her drink.
â€śHey, that was mine.â€ť
Setting the glass on the bar, he wrapped both arms around her. Though sheâ€™d been up close and personal with him the day before, that had been in a professional situation. Without alcohol. Slightly inebriated and plastered against his lean chest was a new experience. The urge to lift her chin and kiss his jaw, suck his lips and thrust her tongue into his mouth was strong. She hadnâ€™t been able to put the fantasy of him to rest, but neither could she bring herself to close those final few inches and make it a reality.
Over his shoulder, she glimpsed Butch take the stage, microphone in hand. â€śLadies and gentlemen, itâ€™s time to announce the winners.â€ť
Ducking her face, she pressed it to his shoulder. Her back ached from spending yesterday hunched over Brianâ€™s tattoo. She had a tension headache, and now her stomach rolled from the brandy.
â€śI think Iâ€™m going to be sick,â€ť she muttered into his t-shirt.
He said something she didnâ€™t hear and took her hand. As Butch began acquainting the audience with one of the smaller contests, Brian led her through the press of people crammed into the ballroom. Focusing on putting one foot in front of the other, she didnâ€™t question why she was following him. It was nice not to have to sit at the bar by herself. She hadnâ€™t yet been able to face the other girls after her public disqualification. Escaping with Brian was preferable to the alternative.
Exiting from the ballroom-turned-bar, she sucked in a deep breath and squinted in the bright lights of the lobby. Brian kept a firm grasp on her hand, leading her across the foyer to a comfortable nook with contemporary leather lounge seating built against the walls. He pushed her down onto the edge of one of the couches and hovered.
Pandora cradled her face in her hands, her elbows two painful points digging into her knees.
â€śCan I get you anything?â€ť
â€śA beer? Iâ€™m not drunk yet.â€ť
â€śI think you are. How about some water?â€ť
â€śThis is tipsy, not drunk.â€ť
Where the ballroom had become stifling with the press of bodies and the pulsing music, the foyer was cool and the music at least muted. She wanted to drink away today, but it would require a greater amount of alcohol than sheâ€™d consumed to do more than make her a little loose.
Her gaze focused on Brianâ€™s worn Converse, the way each shoe sported twin worn spots behind the rubber toe where the shoe would crease when he knelt.
â€śHey.â€ť The shoes creased and his right knee hit the ground.
Sighing, she straightened and pushed her hair over her shoulder. Sheâ€™d curled it for nothing. â€śIâ€™m fine. A little dramatic, but Iâ€™ll be okay.â€ť
â€śPandora, Pandora, fly away home.â€ť
She whipped her head around and glared at Robert, flanked by her former coworker Juan and a man she didnâ€™t recognize. He had his thumbs hooked into his belt and glared at Brian. She hated how often Robert said her name.
â€śFuck off, Robert.â€ť Her voice lacked the heat, the fiery quality of her hatred for him. It took effort to be that mad, and she was beaten down enough not to care.
â€śSlumming for a new boyfriend, Pandora?â€ť
Her blood boiled. Shoving to her feet, she took two steps toward Robert, jabbing her finger at him. â€śWhat? Or go back to being with you? No thank you.â€ť
â€śHey.â€ť Brian stepped in front of her, blocking her view. â€śBack off.â€ť
She peeked over Brianâ€™s shoulders. Robertâ€™s face had transformed from his typical, cocky grin to full-on crazy. His eyes glinted, the pupils larger, his nostrils flared and color high in his cheeks. All he needed was a vein popping out of his forehead to complete the picture. Sheâ€™d seen him like this before, and heâ€™d demolished a Vespa because it was in the spot where he usually parked.
â€śOr what?â€ť he said in a low voice that had goose bumps breaking out down her arms.
Looping an arm around Brianâ€™s chest, she pulled him back. She didnâ€™t know what Robert would do, but he was crazy and getting into it with him was not how she wanted to spend the night.
â€śLetâ€™s just go, please?â€ť She pressed her front to his back, her hand splayed over his stomach. She wasnâ€™t tipsy anymore.
He flattened his hand over hers, rubbing his fingers across her knuckles.
Robert turned his head to acknowledge someone calling his name. Pandora took advantage of the distraction to grab Brianâ€™s hand and lead him to the bank of elevators. She pressed the button and allowed him to push her into the first available lift. She tottered to the far wall, grabbed hold of the bar mounted at hip height and faced the glass. She liked to watch the ground drop away suddenly, as if she were flying. At the first pull of gravity as the elevator rose, her stomach rolled and protested.
She glanced over her shoulder and nodded. â€śYeah.â€ť
Leaning back, her back hit his chest. Brian paused and she thought he would step away from her, but he wrapped his arms around her waist. Allowing her eyes to shut intensified the disorientation, but Brian steadied her.
â€śYou canâ€™t antagonize him like that.â€ť
His breath was warm against her neck. â€śYou did.â€ť
â€śYeah, well I almost married him. For some reason I get away with fighting with him. I think he likes it. But you? I think he would go berserk.â€ť She knew he would. Though she hadnâ€™t seen it happen to a person, Robert was one small step away from making that leap.
â€śYou were going to marry him?â€ť The disbelieving growl surprised her.
She looked over her shoulder, wanting to soothe her hero. â€śI was in a bad place the last year I worked for him. Iâ€™m not proud of who I was then, and I regret every second I was engaged to that deranged, self-centered dipshit.â€ť
His features relaxed and he leaned against her. Their breath mingled, scented with vanilla and brandy. She could kiss him right now. He squeezed her hip and circled her waist with his other arm to splay his hand over her stomach. The press of gravity lessened as the lift slowed to a stop.
â€śWhere are we going?â€ť
She shrugged. â€śI already checked out of my room.â€ť
â€śThis is my floor. Come on. I can get you some water.â€ť
They walked hand in hand down the hall, with its pretentious gold-plated sconces and busy patterned carpet. They could be any couple returning to their room together for the night. Brian led her into one of the rooms not far from the elevator, swiped his card and pushed her in ahead of him. The darkness swathing the room was comforting, easier on her eyes. Even when he flipped the lights on, bathing the room in a muted glow, it was better than the harsh glare downstairs. Besides a suitcase sitting on the desk, there wasnâ€™t any evidence he was staying in the room.
â€śHow you feeling?â€ť
She turned to face him. It was like being eighteen again and going back into the piercing room to make out with him, only this time it was actually Brian. As if to remind her it wasnâ€™t a dream, his hand brushed her arm.
Flinching away from the touch, she headed for the armchair next to the window and sank down in it. The curtains blocked out all but two lines of light at the top and bottom. Closing her eyes, she tried not to listen to the rasp of his jeans as Brian walked across the room, following the path sheâ€™d taken but much slower. She could hear his breathing and smell the cologne that had rubbed off on her skin the day before. Dropping her head back against the chair, she dug her fingers into the armrest to give them something to do.
Brian was not Robert. He wasnâ€™t like the guy kicked out of his band. He wouldnâ€™t hurt her, at least not physically. But neither was he the kind of guy that dated a girl like her.
Large hands grasped her knees, his thumbs swiping over the fishnets that were already slicing into her toes.
The gentle word might as well have been a command. Prying one eye open, she looked at him kneeling in front of her.
He appeared serious and stark without the long hair. Heâ€™d aged, and not in a bad way. â€śHow you feeling?â€ť
â€śLike shit.â€ť She massaged her temples.
â€śWant some water? Something for a headache?â€ť
â€śAll of the above?â€ť
The corners of his mouth turned up. â€śYou got it.â€ť
He left for a few moments, then came back with a glass and a package of pain relievers.
â€śThanks.â€ť She downed both, folding her hands around the glass. She held it in her lap and stared at it to keep from looking at him. â€śI should go back downstairs. The girls will be looking for me.â€ť She pushed to the edge of the seat until her knees bumped his chest.
He put a hand on her thigh. She could feel the pressure from each individual finger through the sateen skirt. â€śDo you think Robertâ€™s going to give you a hard time again? You donâ€™t have to go. You can stay here for a bit.â€ť
Lifting her gaze to his face, she searched him for some sign, some intangible something she couldnâ€™t name. One side of her mouth hitched up and she put a hand against his arm. The muscles tensed under her fingertips. He might be scarred, but he was a strong, virile man. â€śWas this your plan? Get me up here and see where it goes?â€ť
â€śWhat?â€ť He snatched his hand back and she missed the reassuring weight of him immediately. â€śThatâ€™s not what this is about.â€ť
â€śIâ€™m kidding. Bad joke.â€ť She squeezed her temples with her fingers.
He shook his head, the scowl still firmly in place. â€śFuck. If I could go back and erase what happened to you, I would.â€ť He leaned forward, planting his hands on the armrests and invading her space. â€śI wish I could, because I want to kiss you, but I feel like trash for something I didnâ€™t even do. If thatâ€™s not screwed up, I donâ€™t know what is.â€ť
Her heart kicked into double time. A spike of adrenaline overrode the pain between her ears.
She sat up a little straighter. Licking her lips, she whispered, â€śSo kiss me already.â€ť
His face hovered near enough she could see the every eyelash ringing his eyes, the thin scar on his brow and his chipped front tooth. â€śThe problem is, I donâ€™t want to stop with kissing you. But youâ€™re drunk.â€ť
She laughed and draped an arm over his shoulder. â€śNot really. I had a buzz, but itâ€™s gone.â€ť